January 2012
81 posts
December 2011
100 posts
I really really need God. So desperately. I want my life to be a continuous walk with the Lord, I don’t want to occasionally remember Him and think about him. Every move, every minute, every thought needs to have God in the picture. I’m such a sinner. I suck. Without God, I’m worthless and guaranteed failure. I need Him so much and yet I find myself distancing, avoiding God when...
Buttery mashed potatoes with caramelized, sweet, brown onions. I vwant sho badly.
“You don’t expect the lord to do everything for you. You gotta earn His presence....”
I went to the mall today and saw the most beautiful man I have ever seen. He was tall, clean (but had a playful scruff), handsome, well dressed, and all the above. I was walking out a store and I did a double-take. Sigh. So good looking. After my double-take I proceeded to walk for 5 minutes down the mall but then I realized that I needed to see him again so I turned around and walked all the way...
I was trying to take a sip out of my drink with the super long straw at Starbucks but I missed my mouth and stuck it up my nose! :(
himft asked: happy birthday sandy
tim-othy asked: hi
“You must be the change you want to see in the world.”
new terebee
My family finally got a new t.v. after having the same one since I was like 8. It’s one of those really nice ones and my dad set up surround sound as well. We just watched The Last Samurai and holy cow, I’m in awe. Samurai’s are so cool. Tom Cruise is really good looking (must be the HD), warriors are awesome, and horses are so majestic. Sigh. The Last Samurai + epic manga...
I’m sho excited to give out presents! Even though it’s a pain in the butt and a ton of money to get them, the feeling of giving someone their gift is the best. And if they like it and they smile super wide, sigh that’s the best.
$...again.
SIGH. WHY AM I SO POOR. I WORK BUT HOW DO I END UP WITH NOTHING EVERY MONTH. I DON’T UNDERSTAND. WHY ARE CHRISTMAS GIFTS SO EXPENSIVE. WHY WHY WHY DID I SPEND ALL THAT MONEY. WHY DON’T I HAVE MONEY WHEN I NEED IT. WHY WHY WHY.
lazy
I’ve been waking up around 12-1 everyday of the break so far. I woke up at 9:20 today and it was agonizing. I realized that waking up so late is such a waste of time. I have so many things to do for college and I haven’t used that gym membership since summer! No more sleeping in! Tomorrow, I wake up at 8!
