February 2010
55 posts
January 2010
61 posts
sigh.
I’m just in a bad mood today. I was yesterday too. I’m just stressed now over my “action” packed week and everything is taking to long and my head hurts a bit. :(
oh you know...
just making some purple bow ties for the Key Club boys. <3
Pricking 10 fingers while making them.
Thank you Vianca for sewing machine!
(my mom finally said she’s going to get me one after 123123 million borrowing times)
Finished!
Sigh finished all the things I NEED to do tomorrow. I wish I had more time for the other stuff like starting hw assignments early but I’m too tired. Mentally and Physically. That 13.4 totally wiped my brain until Soup came in so hoorah for you Soup! Also, I have a ton of stuff to do this weekend. Looking forward to Dinner with Lena unni, Tino Stock, BAY Magazine meeting, Mr. Key Club,...
offline
I didn’t go online yesterday and I have this PILE LOAD of stuff now.
This is what the society has come to.
One day of not going online is like one day of not eating.
You end up binge eating the next day.
:/
weird.
i was online shopping and i thought about how much i liked the stuff on the site and then i saw this hello kitty crew neck and instantly thought about how many people will buy this. My sister and I started to talk about bandwagon appeal and the fact its liked by everyone because its liked by everyone. When I went back to shopping, i was listening to my favorite kind of music. and it got me...
Formspring
I just made one and my heart’s beating 100mph.
Fear, anxiety is the blood fueling it.
Everyone says that sticks and stones may break your bones but words will never hurt you…but I guess I’m not everyone.
Making a formspring isn’t such a big deal but it feels like I’m just asking for hurt. I wish I was stronger and courageous like those who make one and can stand...
music
wow, i didn’t notice how far behind I was on my music.
Downloading x100000 songs right now.
while doing math hw…
test on Wednesday, argh all this info is too much not enough time!
sigh
I’m reading about people who went shopping today… I want to go shopping! I wish I had money, I would if only I didn’t spend it on stupid things and had a job. Gotta find one but its too much with council, keyclub (still pending), math, chem, wc, jap, powderpuff, asb, sat, bay magazine, volleyball? and etc. It’s just never-ending. I have some things I have/want to buy before...
asjdflasdf
I hate girls who talk crud about other people right in front of them in another language. Jab, jab, punch, punch.
What a beautiful day. <3 I hate rain. I can’t wait until everyday will be like this soon. At the library just chilling and doing my chem lab.
Oh my goodness last night was one of the best nights I’ve had in a long long time. :) It just felt amazing. Props to Rebecca Lim for “winning team, losing team” cheer. hahaha the MV cheerleader’s faces were priceless! That...
Watchamaristoudemire:
yurican:
rebeccaatsooo:
sunnyboysideup:
HAHAHAA. WILL’S CHEER WAS PRICELESS.
this was amazing. <3 will lin and <3 tino basketball
this shit is awsome. love the tino fans. couldn’t do it without you all.
actually everyone, the credit goes to rebecca lim lol she told everyone about this cheer and will projected it. :) <3
oh my goodness
I just can’t get over about how much I love clean stuff. Like white and sky blue and cream and grey tints, or simple bows and patterns. It’s so pretty and light but still fufilling. I guess this is why I only wear solids and dress simple. I love light and brightness, I love clean nails (beiges, peaches, light pink, white, clear), I love studs, I love my dream car (light blue toyota...
photoshopping
Just learned some new photoshop tricks. What a good way to end the night, even though I didn’t finish my impossible math hw, start reading for chem, read ch 1 of all quiet, study japanese, or review some more math. :)
I’m so jealous of my sister…a senior. No more stress. Sigh she finished all her work at 5 today and played the whole rest of the day…. :|
SIGH x5.
first time in so long
amaristoudemire:
that i really don’t understand math… -____- fuck
shoot alex, you don’t get it? i’m definitely screwed.
WHY
IS MY MATH HW SO LONG AND COMPLICATED.
We didn’t even learn this. Did we?
Darn you Math Analysis.
sure...
I mean sure, your complex and all but I feel like you think you’re better than everyone else. But you’re not, even if you may not know it, everyone has deep thoughts and feelings. Just not everyone goes around and shows it like you do. You roll your eyes in sarcasm everyday and you talk about how you keep everything inside, well it’s pretty darn obvious when you do little things...
Haiti
I was watching the news and they showed the Haitians going crazy over some food and clothes, literally fighting for it being ruthless to others. Restaurants are even offering specials that will send all the profit to Haiti, people are traveling miles to load off a couple supplies… So, I was thinking about how I could help Haiti and all of a sudden the newscaster said,”As of now, Haiti...
Dangit
Darn, I kept debating if I should go to the game or not but then I realized my dad didn’t want to drive anymore so I didn’t even ask. But now everyone’s talking about how amazing it was… :( I feel a big monster crawling up named Regret.
Dear Friend
Thanks so much for telling me what you’ve been feeling. I’m really grateful that you trust me enough and feel comfortable around me enough to say what you wanted to. I completely understand your position and I definitely know how frustrating it can be. I’ve noticed one of the things you told me too. But when we’re in something like “this”, sometimes we’ve...
tumblr.ask
I’ve been thinking for weeks about making one of those asking things for tumblr but I too scared that I’m going to end up being hurt… I’m scared not being liked and I know there are people out there who don’t like me. :( It makes me sad because I’m not strong enough to make one unlike the others who have.
I feel like
crud right now. I don’t want to do anything…
I’m worried about everything and I just want to crawl up in a ball watch house and then sleep.
nails
Painting nails is such a hassle! Okay the 1st layer, you paint is okey, but you want to stay on your nails and not on your skin. Then you have to wait like 5 minutes, and then the 2nd coat, you have to go over it again but sometimes it might not be dry so you make weird ridges. Wait 10 minutes this time. Then you start your 3rd coat (this is for the light nail polish i only use) and then it gets...
imjomel:
Freshmens preparation for the winter rally is so good it makes me depressed.
Raise that head! Turn that frown upside down! Let’s go to McDonalds and buy a Happy Meal! Smile! hahaha Don’t worry Jomel, motivation is key to success. <3
I miss so many things.
I miss 7th grade, I miss having no homework, I miss getting straight A’s, I miss hanging out everyday after school since there wasn’t any hw, I miss my old friends, I miss my ipod, I miss my camera, I miss everything. Out of all this I really miss my old friends. I feel like I lost them and I can’t get them back. They were the best of friends too. There...
Library
I went to the Bay Magazine Recruitment today and it was great! I hope I get a position there. I’m so interested in the magazine business. :) I’m at the library in the quiet study room, which is not so quiet and still really quiet… no one is talking and because of the lack of voice, you can hear every single little sound: people fidgeting (which btw is like everyone for some...
